EdenMelody

well, is kinda dilemma ..

between smart and stupid women…

smart one will never bring any trouble to the man..

smart one only bring happiness to men..

smart one only makes man crazy bout them..

smart one will never tight them self to a man..

smart one will never bothering a man often..

smart women get what they want most of the time..

man like smart women Cox they wont spend all her time on him..

smart women are always confident, understanding and easy going..

but sometimes, people will think smart women never get their true love..

is that true.. i doubt that..

stupid one,

will always check on man..

will always feeling unsecured..

will always easily get mood swing by influence by man..

will always feeling depress..

will always bring extra trouble and pressure to a man..

i guess that’s a women that all the man don’t wish to meet..

well , which one are you..

I’m still cant figuring out yet.. Cox I’m in both of it at times.

so tell me.. which side do i belong..

tired.

till when I’ll have a official relationship,

till when I’ll got a title,

till when i wont being ignore when she’s around..

till when u would bring me to the public..

till when……………………

this might not the best idea to patch back,

but who cares, life is short..

but i realize that i care..

i care that I’m not that someone to u,

i care that u’re not with me when i need u,

i care that i wish to spend my weekend with u,

i care that she’s with u,

i care that u’re still caring of her feelings,

i care that I’m not in your future,

i care that I’m not your somebody,

i care that I’m not in your memory..

i care Cox i really falling deep love with u..

well friends told me at lease i’m lucky to met this guy in my life,

i said yea, at lease i do.

But,

not every person have the chance to meet someone that steal your heart away so much and making you commit so much in it,at lease not me.

falling in love with someone that not fully belongs to you, is suffering where it just like crying with no tears but blood.

almost 3 in de morning

chilling with luffman..tea..and some soft music..

prefer in this way

silence enough to clear up mind

thinking bout alot..

this and that

alot that not under control.. speechless

whats de next step..feeling so empty

wanted talk some to someone wanted to

but just .. so wrong and so not..

what else can do..to get a solution for happy ending

thinking bout things which not way out

missing some which is not belongs to some..

looking forward for next trip

insert better memory better motivation better direction

people come and go in my life,

and I’m still here with my own.

some win my heart, some broke it.

either way is just part of my memories.

some just so nice yet warm,

thank god I met them in my life.

regret less to be part of de family.

everything seems back on track right now,

I’m bless.

just so simple and glad it is simple.

another chapter in my life,

with my own ride.. maybe not sometimes

I’m glad everything is over,

and I’m ready for this new year.

new year,new motivation,new life, new me

* wink^^ *

* YonYon*

babe,

forget de one who destroy ur mood

forget de one who spoil ur day

forget de one who hurt ur feeling

don’t need beg for love

from de one do not deserve ur love

from de one do not understand u

y’all get better someone someday later

- - what goes around comes around - -

finally I’m sick

mentally and physically sick

I’m so tired , of all

rest for better future i wish

just wanna write out, feel better i wish

yes i will, i know

too many to sound out.. i feel so dilemma

advice do help me, thanks u all

communicate with human can be easy and difficult

at times,things just not under my control

i can face it, solve it, fixed it

i willing to, no matter how difficult

what else i can do, no one can tell

not even me.

swear i did the best, gave the best

swear i can do more further,better

but just not the right time..right one

everything is in a mess.. i do not wish so

just so out of my mind

never been so dilemma before

give me some times, ill be back on track soon

wish, better 2008

same thing happen, again

put in full trust in you

that you can handle it well this time

Has love lost its meaning?
Am I destined not to feel it?
Baby, I have
And I just don’t know it when I’m in it

Is it me to blame?
I really need to change
This pattern I’m seeing
I don’t wanna be in

Why I gotta mess it up
And get it wrong
Like some kind of curse

Why do I have to suffer for love
I’ve given it everything
Still it ain’t happening
I’m sick of it all
What does it want
It’s asking too much
I’m a sucker for a suffer for love

I wanna be happy
I wanna be laughin’
Just like all the people that I see up in the movies
So I’m gonna take chances
And I’m gonna make the difference
Coz Cupid’s got to put me in love

I keep on trying but I don’t know how it works
There’s no instruction so I keep on getting hurt
Over again, over again, over and over and over again

better than fine

glad to have memories with love

better of he and she

cheers and best regards with love